I have never been here before.
Since the age of 5 I have always been working towards achieving something, be it my next swimming badge, finding the courage to dance with Scott Thomas during a ‘slow song’ at the school disco, passing my GCSEs, A-Levels, Degree, learning to drive and beavering away at my CV to get ‘the job’ and then working solidly for two years to qualify in it. Now that I am a week away from learning whether I may add ‘MSc’ to the end of my name, I find myself in a bit of a strange place….
What do I do next?
It is rather a strange sensation and one that I had not planned on. To be honest for years now I have just looking forward to a day when I didn’t have to write essays every night when I got home, and I didn’t think ahead much further than that. Now I have options and I’m not sure what to do with them…
As 2009 is however the official year for sorting things out (including finishing painting the porch), I am determined to get to the bottom of the issue. I think it may involve a change of job however…
I think for sanity’s sake, it’s worth it.